__dun leav me heer alone..
[[~ ` DeFiNe * mE ` ~ ]]
` ___Name ~ RoNaLd *
` ___Status ~ AtTaChEd =) *
` ___DOB ~ 27/07/1985 *
` ___Occupation ~ Student @ NYP *
[[~ ` LiKe * Love ` ~ ]]
` ___My BeLoved Darling *
` ___Arsenal FC *
` ___Watching soccer *
` ___Shopping *
` ___Sleeping *
` ___Slacking *
` ___Playing games *
` ___Watching Movies *
` ___Eat *
` ___Desperate Housewife *
` ___Being Love *
` ___Hugges =) *
[[ ~ ` diSLiKe * hAtE ` ~ ]]
` ___Liars *
` ___Lonely *
` ___Sadness *
` ___Mosquitoes *
` ___Jealousy *
` ___Cheaters *
` ___Arsenal losing matches *
` ___Making bad decisions *
` ___Regrets *
` ___Losing people and things dear to me *
[[ ~ ` WiShLisT ` ~ ]]
` ___I have graduate successfully from NYP *
` ___Go to uni to study Psychology *
` ___Get my own room and design it MY WAY *
` ___Get in contact with all the lost touch friends *
` ___Army was only 1 year *
` ___Complete army *
` ___Slim down!! haha.. *
` ___Get a new handphone *
` ___Mp3 player *
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` ReTuRn Of StAr PeNdAnT `
11:13 PM
Within 24 hrs.. i have managed to found the exact same pendent tat i got 2 yrs ago.. I was lucky tat the shop still have this as a last piece.. It is not 925 Silver but 18k white gold.. not cheap hor!!! haha.. It is worth it getting it for my darling..
But the last pendant have more sentimental meaning than the current one.. NVM la.. at least i still have my noti darling..
Darling.. U r so lucky to tat ur resourceful bf mangaed to get the same pendant.. LOL ^^
Updated on 16/01/12:-
Maybe the pendant is not fated with me afterall. But I really do feel something special is no longer with me. The last time I saw it was on the fondue testing day with a photo of it hanging around my neck :(
Thursday, June 30, 2005
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` sTaR pEnDaNT `
11:36 PM
Darling was suppose to meet her gang of gals for dinner at Thomson Plaze.. Suddenly darling storm into the shop with her black face.. i wonder wat is wrong wif her again..
It was the star pendant i got for her went missing.. It was a half frosted half shiny star shape pendant.. She dropped it somewhere in the bus.. I got the pendant before we got together.. Here was the story..............
13th Feb 2003.. i bought XT (den not my gf) a star pendant with the help of Jasmine, MeiLing and Kiat Loo from Moshi Moshi..
14th Feb 2003 (V day) i decided to give XT the pendant.. The pendant was kept in a yellow colour gift box.. During lecture (dunno which stupid module), i ask XT to help me get something (dunno wat it is also =p).. She saw the yellow gift box but didn't care abt it..
At the end of the lecture.. i told Katie my plan and she decided to help me.. So i offer to send Katie back and at the same time send XT back.. hahaha.. XT was of coz shocked la.. haha.. Den Katie alighted at transfer a bus.. XT and I was on the bus.. Tat time, there have been rumors tat i like her.. Therefore she was shy and didn't have any guts to tok to me..
When we reached Sengkang Interchange, XT offered to walk with me to my bus stop.. Once at the bus stop, i took the yellow box out and passed it her.. She did not accept it at all.. She kept declining the gift..
I force her to take it.. She took it but didn't open the box.. I told her to juz open the box and see if she like it anot.. She said it was nice and return it to me.. Suddenly the bus came.. I quickly give it to her and board the bus..
It was a sight of relieve.. Mission Accomplished~!!!! Coz i dun wan to take tat thing back home.. She sent me a text message to take me.. I was over the moon.. haha.. I went all the way home with a smile on my face..
15 Feb 2003 (the day after passing her the star pendant) the gang kept asking me how i did it.. i briefly example to them.. I was expecting XT to come for the first lesson.. In my brain i knew tat she will not wear the pendant.. But deep it my heart, i really hope she wore it.. Disappointment and heart ache smack me hard when she arrive with nothing at her neck..
From then, I knew i did not have much chance to tok to her.. She was avoiding me.. Well, i knew it was Game Over.. Damnit.. So i juz treat her like a normal friend..
Once, i had a chance to go over to her place.. coz of a group project.. I took the chance to look for the pendant.. I got a feeling tat it was either thrown away or kept with things she does not want.. I found it and was glad tat it was spare from the smelly rubbish bins.. I also came to know tat my stupid darling used the necklance for her other pendant.. Damn her..
Soon after we got together.. She started to wear the star pendant.. i was really delighted to see the thing again.. She actually love the pendant coz it was small, special (due to the frosted part) and it was in her fav star shape..
Now she lost it le.. I have no idea if i can get a exact same piece back.. She told me she really loved it and do not want others.. *headache*
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
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` zOe TaY bReAsT miLk `
11:15 PM
Does it really matter to u if Local Channel 8 Star, Zoe Tay, is able to produce 5 bottle of milk?? Wat is the big WOW abt tat????
I have no idea y does the local Lian He Wan Bo need to tell us how much milk can this lady produce.. Do we really wanna care? So wat she can produce enough milk for someone to take a bath?? Is she going to donate some out to the public for the weekend NKF Cancer Show?? i doubt so..
I really hope tat the local newspaper can publish some better quality story and not something so "bo liao" like Zoe Tay producing milk.....
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
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` SnEaK oFf DuRiNg WoRk `
11:44 PM
I told darling tat i will make up for her the time wasted on Sat.. But i was suppose to come go to work for around 3 hrs.. Coz only one full time and one newbie part time..
But the newbie was late and once she step into the shop, she exampled tat she is not able to work today and demand we pay her salary coz she need it urgently.. My dad is still slping so she got no choice and left.. So how? Fucking hell.. i have to end up working..
The mood tat day really sucks to the core.. haiz.. i have no idea how to example to my gf.. she is going to get fed up and piss off.. She was so disappointed.. haiz.. how? wat to do? wat can i do? haiz.. dunno la..
She refuses to eat or tok to me.. haiz.. she even cried on the phone.. *heartbroken*.. After discussing with the full time, C, i decided to sneak off during work to accompany her at her place..
I bought some lunch from KFC and took a cab to her place.. haha.. of coz she is very delighted and happy to see me.. haha.. spend around an hr at her place.. den i have to rush back to work.. haha.. although it is only for a short 60 mins.. i was able to see her happiness in her eyes.. tat really made my day.. hahaha..
I really hope not to do this again.. haha.. hope i will not work on saturday and sunday..
Sunday, June 26, 2005
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` wEeKeNd's FeAr `
11:23 PM
Weekend comes, Fear comes..
Saturday suppose to be a day mainly for my gf.. But since starting to work at my dad's place, this day have begin to change.. i can no longer be sure that i'm able to spend tat day wif her...
We are currently very short-handed.. The full-time is on long term MC and might not even return back to work.. The part-time have to prepare for the exam and therefore very busy with her sch work.. She also intend to quit after we found a suitable part-timer.. To make things worst, she keep taking weekend off.. So it doesn't really matter if she work or not.. Therefore who is going to work? Me... Damnit.. PUI~!!!
From working 5 days a wk to 6 days a wk.. Now 7 days a wk.. No break at all.. This is fucking pathetic.. I have to suffer.. And i have to sacrifice the days and time spent with my darling.. Like tat how can? I dun even have Fuckingpersonal time for me and her.. damnit..
Recently there is a new part time worker.. But i dun think she is able to work for long.. She doesn't seem to like the job and have trouble adapting to the working environment.. Haiz.. i dunno how long more will this shit continue.. kaoz...
My gf request me to take off on sat.. But how can i? The boss is my dad.. If it is someone else i dunno, den it will be very simple to request.. But i have to face my dad at home leh.. Wat u wan me to do? How can i say no to him.. i really dunno.. haiz..
I hope my gf will understand me.. Understand the fact tat i have no choice but to continue working..
Saturday, June 25, 2005
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` dOg BiScUiT `
1:13 AM
I think i should stop working in my dad's pet shop.. i have reached to the extend of eating dog biscuit.. it tasted like the "ABC" biscuit tat we use to eat when we r young.. haha..
If u happen to work in the pet shop, u would realised that some of the food are exactly the same.. Except tat the food quality is nt as gd as human food and the price is definitely more expensive.. haha..
Maybe some day, u should go and try too.. haha.. it taste great.. ^^
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
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` MoUsE duN eAt RiCe `
11:30 AM
Lately, there is a song that shook the entire nation.. It is a "Lao su ai da mi" (mouse like big rice).. Frankly speaking.. i really hate that song.. I was ok with this song in the beginning.. But i soon realised tat it really sucks..
It all started at Toa Payoh Central.. Every shop seem to be playing tat song.. The more i listen to it, the more "pek che" i get.. My stupid gf either bring me to those shops that play that song or reminded me tat they are playing this song..
I was wonder y they keep playing the same song.. Does the entire CD have only one song!! Yup.. i was right.. there was only ONE song but many verisons.. I found the english version the most ridicules.. "I love u.. Love u so.. just like the mouse like eat the rice".. Then they is the cheap techno remix.. Yuck..
Did u koe tat i even heard indian and malay ppl singing this stupid song.. wow.. i didn't koe tat tis song was SO popular..
Does mouse like eating rice?? Since young, i have been watching Tom and Jerry cartoon.. Jerry is a mouse and he only likes eating cheese.. As i grow older, mouse and rats slowly appear in the drain and sewage pipes.. I dun think there are rice in those places.. Den i started to work in a pet shop.. I found out tat hamster (distant relative of rat) love eating sunflower seed..
I soon realised tat mouse or rat chew up rice stack because of their teeth.. Rats belongs to the Rodent family.. Therefore, their teeth are ever growing.. they need to go around biting things to grind their teeth.. So, rice stack becomes one of their biting victims..
The lyrics of the song need to educate the right things.. So it should be Mouse love cheese and not rice.. N due to this song, i change from Yes 933 fm to Power 980 fm..
Sunday, June 19, 2005
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` GeNdEr oF a CoMpUtEr `
11:36 PM
Women claim that computers should be referred to in the masculine gender because:
- In order to get their attention, yout have to turn them on.
- They have a lot of data, but are still clueless.
- They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time thye are the problems.
- As soon as you commit to one, you realize that, if you waited a little longer you could have had a better model.
Men concluded that computers should be referred to in the feminine gender because:
- No-one but the Creator understands their internal logic.
- The native language they use to communicate with the other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else.
- Even your smallest mistakes are stored in long-term memory for retrieval.
- As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.
I think Computer should be a SHE.. haha..
Saturday, June 18, 2005
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` MuTuAL uNdErStAnDiNg `
11:23 PM
Girls complaint abt how their guys not able to understand them and suiting to their specific needs.. Therefore quarrels and disagreement starts.. Girl is piss off.. Guy with question marks appearing in his confused mind..
I agree that i dun really understand my gf at times.. I dunno y she get so pissed off when i was juz making a funny comment.. Maybe my mouth is too "fan jian".. LOL.. At times she can be really active and all of a sudden become very lethargic.. Or something she get irritated at simply nothing..
Time for confession.. I too have my "siao" period.. haha.. once in a while.. haha.. But i do realise something.. Girls dun understand guys too.. Is it because our mind is too "simple"? or it is juz that we guys are also unpredictable? Generally.. when it comes to relationship, the guy's mind tends to get simpler.. Right.. girls might think tat it is bullshit.. but what really does ur guys want? do u know? bothered to find out? time to do some "Discovery Channel"..
I need my darling to know what i'm thinking and understand the reason for certain actions.. Me too need to understand her n her feeling.. Tat is maybe wat we lack off.. Mutual Understanding..
Friday, June 17, 2005
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` LaZy LaZy LaZy `
11:11 PM
Wow.. finally.. haha.. after nearly a month of rest, i decided to add something to my blog.. haha.. dun worry.. i promise to add more things for u ppl to read.. God bless..
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